Dad asks me to lunch, my inital thought is “You’re getting married or got your girlfriend pregnant douche” I love him but never there soo…
I hate constantly feeling like I’m not good enough for you. The worst part is I’m doing this to myself. Fuck.
Miggs said “Don’t let joey going stop you from seeing all your friends” I listened to him & now im going. Scared shitless.
42411) That voice in my head, that speaks to me, that tells me I’m a failure, I’m nothing, useless, worthless, ugly, fat, hideous… it isn’t my eating disorder. It’s me.
(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)
42391) It’s not about the calories to me.
confessionsabouteatingdisorders:
It’s not about what I look like in the mirror. For me I don’t eat because I don’t deserve it. I need to punish myself for being me. When I purge it’s not to get the food out, it’s to get the darkness inside of me out. I want to be empty. I want it out.



